June9
Hi guys, ok you can shoot me for not really updating other than sponsored stuff. BUT seriously, I have nothing much to report these days and well, my social calender hasn’t quite been very colourful. Though my kids are still giving me stories to report… I am seriously just lazy for now. No excuse. Actually, I’ve also really lost my mojo for blogging, so I am hoping that I get it back because I am seriously walking around and existing…with not much point. Make sense? No, GREAT! I have it again! Verbal jibberish with no sense!
ANYWAY, I had the great pleasure to attend The Melbourne Langham Hotel High TEA that was organised by Nuffnang, and by the dear people at media moguls. To be honest, I have pretty much gone into hybernation. Social hybernation, and self isolation.
You see, when I got preggers with Missy A nearly 6 years ago, I was completely isolated. Whether it was by choice, or circumstance, I was alone. Sure I had my hubby, but I was also staying with my In-Laws, and well, given the situation, I wasn’t exactly enjoying my time outside my room. ANYWAY, bad memories, but on the good note, since then, I have grown to somewhat accept it. Accept that I had to start depending on myself, and to stand on my two feet. I did almost everything alone. Ofcoarse Dave was working and all so my DAY time activities were all solo.
Until this day, it’s quite similar. I have my kids with me, but my social interaction revolves around, pondering along on my own. My adult thoughts, all to myself. My adult jokes, all to myself, and well, anything else adult to myself. Sad? No, I don’t necessarily think so. You see, I sound so lonely but I’m not. I am surrounded by many loving people. BUT because I am so used to being alone, I actually find it uncomfortable to a certain degree to be around people. My social-side has gone into hibernation. So when my friends to call me out, even if to go shopping, or to meet for drinks, or to catch up, I freeze. I hesitate, and then knowing that I SHOULD go, then only I agree. Not because I want to but because I know I should … socialise.
BLAH, I digress….
So, being invited to Langham and meeting other bloggers… I was like…. ERGGGHhh… MUST I??? AND seriously, I didn’t get the idea of going to a Hotel for reasons other than to get a room, and get rowdy… I mean… relax. Who goes to Hotels to eat other than Hotel guests. I would feel like a bit of gate-crasher.
No, apparently lots of hotels hosts heaps of really awesome restaurant that YOU can go and eat there even if you were NOT a guest! WAHH… I learn something new everyday…
SO sorry, I digress again.
Anyway, so for something I SHOULD do, I agreed.
Langham Hotel. When I got out of the car, Dave chauffeured me and dropped me right at the front, so ofcoarse the bus boy thingie man opened my door, and I already felt like a GIANT gate-crasher. I waited for him to ask me where my stay-over bags were but I thought I’d beat him to it and quickly asked where the Aria Bar was that serves High Tea. (Almost like you have to beat your boyfriend from dumping you by dumping him first – SAME feeling).

OOOOoohhh….

Ahhh, wouldn’t mind having that in my house!
So, with all the awkwardness conjuring, as if the decor was going to faze me. BLEH! I kept telling myself… you can pull off proper… you can pull off proper. Just walk like you are a guest, and you’re a super mega …. Malaysian super-star visiting! Yeh, visiting from Malaysia…ARGH!
THEN… I see this blondy, sitting poised, with a bladish photographer snapping away. Click Click, flash flash. MY HEART and mind then was at ease. IT WAS NICOLA! from violetlebeaux.com/

Ah.. all that worry… all settled when I hear her burst of laughter…. after I held her up with my pretend gun anyway.
So the rest was fun fun fun! Can’t believe I nearly turned this down from my sad insecurities.
At every stage, it was like OOOh… Ahhh.. then yummmm!

whhheeee…. THough I indulged into this and… well, it was A Jaffa Chocolate Torte. Not my kinda thing. So in all politeness and properness, I ate and grinned…. half of it.
OK, i had many more pics to put into this post but if you follow me on twitter, I had been waiting WAY too long for them to upload, so I don’t give a rats bum. They weren’t too professional anyways and you could see nice lovely pics form actual food bloggers.
Nuffnang – covering all aspects.
MuchLove
MelHotorNot
SarahCooks
Jeroxie
I’m a Lifestyle blogger. Hence, my lifestyle does not allow me to wait freaking 43 minutes for ONE freaking picture to upload. SO stuff that poop.
It was a lovely high tea, I enjoyed the company, and gooodnessssss…. I sure heck needed the step out of my cave. Ok. Love Love and thanks again!